Wow. So maybe I'll actually start using my LJ for...journaling. What a novel idea. This poor abused account. I made it as a main for my role play accounts and promptly abandoned it thereafter. :/ Feeling kinda sorry for it now, so I think I'll try to pay it a little more attention.

So, latest order of business.

My friends have been telling me increasingly more often how thin I am over the past few months. Lol, really? Last winter I swear to God my metabolism had slowed down for good. But damnit, if I didn't step on the scale the other day and find myself topped out at a whopping 115lbs.

Waaaaaaaatf. When did that happen? (x/  And what happened to the 'Freshman Fifteen' alluded to when beginning college students are warned about weight gain stemming from stress..?) I guess somewhere in between losing Binkles and starting college (and starting ADD medication, lawl) I must have lost my appetite.

That and the fact that I seem to have this weird subconscious habit of inadvertently copying every possible aspect of my latest object of affection's being, which presently just happens to be a CLAMP! character. Yeah, that's healthy..

I guess I don't pay much attention to myself in the winter time because my body is always bundled up in jackets and scarves. It's become apparent to me that I must be big-boned, because I look at my arms (the only part of me that I constantly see besides my face) and think "Oh, well that's a healthy weight," because they are by no means the spindly sticks that most underweight people have. I can think of no other rationale for this because I am shamefully lazy, and they are most definitely not muscle mass. Unless typing and drawing can really give your arms that much of a workout. But now that the seasons are changing and I'm beginning to shed my winter coat in order to wear less insulating clothing, I can really tell that I've lost weight. A lot. Probably too much. And I don't really know what to do about it, because I certainly haven't done it consciously. I eat when I'm hungry and I don't when I'm not. It's that simple. And I really, really don't feel like forcing myself to eat when I'm not hungry.

Yeah, I guess when I think about it I have been eating significantly less for a while. I'm back to the point where I can go days on just eating oatmeal in the morning for breakfast and perhaps having a pack of Welch's gummy fruits for an afternoon snack, and not being hungry. I guess that's probably dangerous. xD I also seem to have lost most of my appetite for meat. That's not to say I've become a vegetarian. I'll still eat a hamburger every now and then. Just that meat hasn't really seemed all that appealing in a while. Presently, the last time I can recall eating meat...was...uh...I guess a weak ago when I had spaghetti and it was embedded in the sauce.

Salad; I just like it better. It makes me feel better. It's fresh and energizing. Meat...too much of it makes me tired. Or perhaps not tired so much as lazy; I just feel like I want to lay down for a nap. But eating a nice big fresh salad in the afternoon just makes me feel like I have a whole day ahead of me in which to do things.

Adsadfhjsklhglsdf. So blah. I'm sure this is all terribly interesting.

Journal; ramblings of a sleep-deprived, over-caffeinated procrastination expert.

I'm going to go do my math homework now before it's due in an hour. 8D

Here I go! Starting myself a LiveJournal -and only a decade too late! :D

Anyway, main reason  I'm starting this blog is to be in conjunction with my two eContra characters, Lelouch Lamperouge and Vash the Stampede, but I think that I may actually start posting here as well...the prospect of imparting the little nuggets of wisdom I find scattered around in my daily adventures intrigues me. I've posted in my DA and MySpace blogs every once in a while, but only usually when something big comes up.

Perhaps I'll try to start focusing everything here instead..

Alright! To kick this off, here are some reasons I like my eContra characters enough to feel comfortable crawling into their skin and assuming their identities:


Vash the Stampede:


-Roleplayed him for over five years.
-Loves to eat. As do I.
-Wears a fake smile a lot. I tend to wear a fake smile.
-Enjoys life when life is enjoyable. As do I.
-Covers up his woes with humour. As do I.
-Uses every means possible to not kill. As would I.
-Is clumsy and idiotic. As am I.
-Is actually smarter than he appears or gives himself credit. As am I.
-Dissapears a lot and randomly. As do I.
-Likes to clothe his whole body. As do I.
-Has a weird penchant for narrowly escaping things through sheer luck. As do I. O.o
-Expert gunslinger...I'm a good shot. ^^;
-Has beyond natural physical prowess.
-Mild telekenetic powers.
-Not human.
-Old as dirt.
-Posesses a self-detrimental massively destructive power.
-Wanted outlaw.
-Arguably insane.
-Drunkard.
-Body is held together with metal implants. Patchwork quilt.
-Is a cute puppydog bishicake. ^^



Lelouch Lamperouge:


-Exceedingly arrogant about certain things....most things. As am I.
-Likes to create political upset. As do I.
-Does things -sometimes questionably moral things- where no one else will to resolve conflicts and/ or make a point. As do I.
-Doesn't seem to have much if any sexual drive either way. Neither do I.
-Habitual liar. As am I.
-Almost no physical prowess. Piteously out of shape. Hates physical activity. So do I.
-Enjoys being lazy. Kind of the same as above, but so do I.
-Does things just to spite people. As do I.
-Sleeps in class, bullshits his schoolwork and gets away with it. As do I.
-Disregards his emotions for the sake of a higher purpose. As do I.
-Rarely reveals much about himself to anyone. Nor do I.
-Likes to be the one in control. As do I. (Who doesn't at heart?)'
-Anti-Hero.
-Has questionable ethics and morals, knows they are questionable, doesn't care.
-Discards his own soul in order to acheive his goals.
-Terrorist.
-Posesses a self-detrimental psychic power.
-Tragic hero.
-Arguably insane.
-He's a hot bishicake >.>


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